我是不是很笨

我妈妈说我傻,说我容易相信别人.
我弟弟说我没用,什么都不会.
我几个朋友说我想太多,几个朋友说我神经,几个朋友说我笨,
几个朋友说我傻.
我真的是这样吗?
那如果我带给人们愤怒,
对不起,我想活在这世上只带来麻烦.
不过,我会等到天要我走的一天.
我在那之前会奉陪到底.

gawai holidays

Yeahoo!!!!
The end of torturing..
I think I can't reach my target this time.
*sobs*(no la... im actually laughing now..)
Don't know what to say to my mother. She today ask me: "Know how to do ma?"
I say: "Dunno." "You better get good results." "...."
See? At least she never scold me.
But my parents decided to send me out of the country myself next year. :(
They say my brother and I will be separated then we will not quarrel.
Also, I will be independent and don't rely on my parents. So bad!
I ask: "What?!"
My mother: "Aiya, last time I also come Miri and study in Tanjung alone.That time I also Form 4" (What! Now is 21st century leh...)
My father:"Last time I also go to Australia myself when I Form 4." (There very safe hor? Last time and now have a lot of differences lei...)
Now I notice one thing. My parents both leave their hometown in Form 4. Haiz...No wonder...
Haiz...Dunno what to do if I really go there,
why can't my friends stay longer than 5 years?? Primary school friends also like that. We are BFFs leh...Now, I must separate with O,G,La and Group...
But if like that, my friends come from 3 countries lo.Singapore, Malaysia, Australia.
Ah!!!!!!
Why? Is? This? World? So? UNFAIR???!!

Harvest Moon: Back to Nature, Opening Song (Girl Solo)

Yes! At last, I found this song! Looked for it for quite awhile. Harvest Moon is a nice game, to me la... I first met it when ah fen played it. Wow, i remembered i always want to see her play. Then after that I got to play it myself. Hahaha...Why I like this song? Dunno.. Hahaha

a nightmare

Yikes, last night dreamt of a bad dream.
Not exactly nightmare la.
The dolls all came alive, like a movie.
Forgot what name. But I felt so nice in the dream.
Why?
I hit them all and all my pressure and stress was released from my soul.
Haha.
Then after that have another dream.
What the...dunno want to say what.
I dreamt I met "someone" then we go out together.
LOL?

oh my god

Oh my god, although I don't have one(free religion,but I could also have all the gods)
At last! A good weekend for me to enjoy, but it is the last.
Semester exams is next week.
I hope everyone can get results including "someone" ;)
I know my jian ba ba would be reading this. So.....
The thing is, I don't hate "someone". Hahaha....
And also, I don't love him, or at least I think so. LOL
Today, my oral is?
Don't know, I'm not the audience.
But always, after something happened, you would think you could do better.
And always, we think:" How good would it be if we know this earlier" or
"Why didn't I thought of it?"
Haiz...Humans are like this.
Hmm... I'm not a brave person to talk things about myself,so I rather write it.
Or type it. I feel stressed now because my Sejarah haven't study finish, all my results haven't do finish.
Even my art haven't do finish. Don't know what I'm thinking.
Why can't someone make my brain awake and my laziness asleep....

I'm going crazy with the Semester.
But, I think it won't be hard...As long as you know the secret.
Of. Exams.
If you watch Naruto, you would think the exam is to test how you cheat.
But in real life, we can only cheat once, and once you're caught, finish.
So...we only need to use the E.S.P. of our brain to work out the objective answers.
And then...we use the "happy goes lucky" saying to work on the subjective.
How? We study the ones we think it may come out in the exam.
Then, the rest of the time, we keep ourselves happy. Never be angry.
Anger will secrete toxin which may decrease our memory(lol...)
Never. Ever. Say. Vulgar. Words. Even. Shit.
Just be happy, and go lucky.

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ah, a weekend

At last! A weekend for me to so not enjoy.
Reasons:
1. KH modul and kerja kayu (WTH!Rm10 for a few pieces of moulded wood)
2. Geografi kerja kursus (completed 7788)
3. Sejarah kerja kursus (still have a lot haven't complete)
4. Maths Past Year Questions 2009 (subjective) and other years....
5. Revision for semester exams.

And yet, Im still here online blogging with my facebook and youtube on.
Omg!!! Really hope I can reach my semester target.
I want my $$$, praises, and for my own benefit (*cackles*)
I think I miss someone or some people. Yes. That's right.
I miss my friends and my babysitter and her family in Singapore.
Miss my house, my school, my life, anything, everything(including cleanliness)

Catching Soul Eater on YouTube now, because I think it will be nice, hope it is like Alice Academy. (*laughs*)
Facebook is doing nothing, because don't know what to do with it.
Sejarah Kerja Kursus on my desk, along with Geografi, my whole desk is full of papers and books, but still, books are made from paper, paper made from wood, desk made from wood.
So, my desk is full of wood( KH wood not here, too stinky to be allowed be with me)
Oh, ink and plastic also filling my table( pens here, the ink and the cover)
Thinking of a good short story because Im too bored and I have an empty website.

Haiz...Let's talk about the A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H again..
A now have 7/9 hints that B like her.
Nothing extraordinary about A like people because:
she is "sui zhe si ji bian hua" de person.
How about me? I don't know. People never say how am I.
They never say, I can't know. Can't improve myself.
So sad...what's my nickname? Don't know...I know others la.
Like Jun Ni the sot,Mandy the quiet,Eleen the "shuang jiu luan lai",Jen Hui the ghost, Aaron the "jian".....
Lalalalala, thinking too much. Back here.
Now, A's friends haven't like someone yet, all except 1 or 2.
She/They admitted herself. One is B.
She say she like 'li yu'(don't guess, you'll guess wrong).
Then we say she like 'liao li'(don't guess also, later you guess wrong more worse)
C is "fei wen nan you" like me...=.='''
D is we say she like "jian ren". ( can guess)
E is me, which makes me like C... Haiz....so pity, talk to one person for awhile then say I like.
What poor logic is this?
Some is have joke...Few are have same interest, "he de lai" is friends, in the end?
For example, 1 friend in primary school....Then we only talk, then became a pair of "loving" "couple". Now, we still friends because I never accept him, I never reject him. LOL

ar!!!!

Now so stress because of the semester exams is just about 2 weeks away.
My target: 80
I must reach 80. Ngam ngam ho pun eh sai.
I already tui bu from last year to this year P1.
Then tui bu again from P1 to P2.
To improve in Form 3 is very hard de.
Have to do so many homework and still need to revise. Then have exams.
What I always do? Dont revise and relax then study.
Keep relax then study is my way la.
Can't imagine I guai guai sit at my study table and study for 2 hours.
Will not survive de!!!!
Dino and my male gendered parent can, I know. They so pro.
Their head are like sponge. Absorb all the knowledge then squeeze them all out during exam.
So sad, my brain is a small bucket. Will overflow when it is full.
My memory capacity: 10GB, Pro's memory capacity: 15TB(Jen Hui: 20TB)
So sad... only thing I'm happy is I have humour ability.
My humour ability: 120, others: 80~100 (Brian: 10[inaccurate])
So what to say now??
Let me think... my brain very hard to work now, the time is 11:27pm.

Anyway, I can say whatever I like here because no one see. Muahahahahahha.
No, cannot.... Later that person kill me for spilling her secret.

Never mind, let her be A. Let him be B. Let her friends be C,D,E,F. Let his friend be G,H.
A say: I like B.
C say: Haiz....always like this.
D say: Orh...
E say: Really?
F say: Sui zhe shi ji bian hua de ren jiu shi jiang.
G dunno.
A dunno B know or not.
A hope B know.
B have give A,C,D,E,F hints he like A.
A,C,D,E,F not sure, dont dare ask, later they thought wrong and will xia soi.
G never actually appear in this story la..But never mind, maybe will use.
H say B like A liao. B never deny. A think B like A liao.
Haiz...The end.
Conclusion: Very complicated.
The above is real but please dont think you know is who. Because you are wrong, even if you correct, also wrong.